A state of confusion!

I thought perhaps a little explanation about my beliefs, re yesterday's posting, and how I came to feel the way that I do. I am most definitely one of the 'lucky' ones, I have been working for several years, quite successfully, on finding out who I am from the inside out. It all started, quite innocently, when I decided to start attending a meditation group on a regular basis. From there it developed into taking a two year course to train as a healer and then to compliment this a course on past life healing. During these courses I was given the opportunity to seek my own inner strength and to use my inner knowledge to become the person that I am today. This is not an easy journey, it is fraught with disapointment and frustration - it meant rethinking all of my preconceived ideas (usually passed on from parents, school, friends etc.) and beginning to develop and establish just who I really was, how I felt about things and how I wanted to react to things. During this time I devoured book after book on healing, past life healing, and all of the many alternative therapies and remedies available.

The reason that I felt a need to clarify this is that many people are triggered into seeking something that gives them the inner strength and knowledge to be able to cope with a crisis, a loss or illness. Whatever it is it can be the turning point from which there is no going back and, although daunting, it will be one of the most incredible journeys ever taken. So anyone who feels they have reached that point, don't look back, look only forward and know that this journey will make you the person you were meant to be, you will be wiser, calmer and much more appreciative of life itself and all it has to offer. I wish you well.

Developing our Innerselves

As we begin to allow ourselves to develop we begin to see everything in a new light. We take more notice of what is happening around us and start to use new language to describe what is happening. We use terms such as 'vibes' or 'the energy' to communicate what we are feeling. We are much more aware of intuitive and instinctive reaction to things. We like or dislike someone instantly without knowing anything about them, we can almost feel it when someone is staring at us and we have a feeling that something is going to happen. We sense things about our friends and family and know when something is not quite right. Our senses are aware of the energy around us good and bad and react accordingly. In an argument it can feel as if someone has punched us in the stomach even though nothing physical is happening. On the other hand we sometimes feel wonderful, surrounded by love and understanding.

All of these feeling and experiences are to do with our energy fields. The more we develop our preceptions, intuition and understanding of our innerselves, the more aware we become of our own energy fields and those of others. As we grow we need to learn more about our experiences and I would suggest that you read up on the things that happen to you as you develop and this will help with your continued development. Yes of course I could advise you on books to read but in all honesty each and every one of us will develop from a different standpoint and therefore need to find information to help take you from wherever it is. Check out the books available here on Amazon to find the one that you feel will help you on your way.

Short one today but I will add one of my poems for inspiration

You are

Believe in how you feel
Experience and express whatever you feel
Deny what you feel
And it will never heal

Be true to your feelings
And express your desires
Whatever the outcome
Don’t put out the fires

If you feel anger, frustration and sadness
Breathe it away but admit it with gladness
To feel is to live, to feel is to breathe
There is no more denying, your Free Will will grieve

You decide who to love or to hate
Your life will depend on decisions you make
Don’t live for another and what they want you to be
Live for yourself – feel your emotions and be free

But please most of all don’t deny how you feel
Don’t deny what’s hidden waiting to heal
Let true feelings flow from deep within you
To your Free Will, your emotions, you need to be true

©JenuArt 2007